So I been on my diet/workout regime for just over a week now. Well longer, but hardcore for just over a week. Eating EXTREMELY clean, no processed foods if possible, low carbs, high protein, drinking only water and milk. Down 6lb, and making decent visible gains (or losses... whatever). Only 11 more weeks in my 12 week transformation. Pretty happy with the results so far.
Music. Music plays a huge role in my life, probably in everyones but... Anyway. Music has always been there for me and never has let me down. Whenever I need that kick in the gut to get me moving or whenever I feel like there's no one to count on, music is there. Music has pulled me out of some holes, and opened up new ways for me to look at things. New ways to express myself. New outlets of my emotions. Here's my musical journey. My first concious memory of a song making me think "what the? who the? this is awesome!" is when I was probably in about 6th grade or so and hearing Greenday's Dookie album. That was when Punk Rock entered my life. Forever. Punk has never left me. It's always been there when I needed it. It's still my cornerstone and where I turn when there is nowhere else to go, more on that later. Through punk I discovered 3rd wave Ska, by way of Sublime, who, in my opinion are the KINGS of the SoCal skater punk sound.Sublime, No Doubt,

Back to punk rock. Greenday was my first exposure. From there I went down the road of pop-punkers. Then one day I heard a track from Rage Against The Machine. Wow. That turned my head. The anger, emotion... I went and bought their self titled album and I hard to have more. I sought out more "hard" stuff. That's when I found Hardcore Punk and Oi! and somehow metal. Bands like Bad Brains, Black Flag, Minor Threat, Dead Kennedys, Hatebreed, Madball, North Side Kings, Agnostic Front all became instant favorites. Something about hardcore gets my blood flowing and makes me want to kick ass at whatever task I am doing. I love it. Then there is grunge, Nirvana most notably has played a huge role in my life. They pulled me out of some holes when I was down at NMSU. Thanks Kurt, Dave, and Krist.
I leave with some of the best lyrics I have ever heard. Brad Nowell acknowledging his problem and the fact that he was going to lose to it...
Pool Shark - Sublime
Lying in my plastic bed,
thinking how thinking how things weren't so cool me.
My baby likes to shoot pool,
I like lying naked in my bedroom, tying off that dinosaur tonight,
it used to be so cool.
Now I got that needle, I can bleed, but I can't breathe.
Take it away, but I want more and more.
One day I'm gonna loose the war.